May 2013
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only been awake almost 2 hours
I woke up early, crabby to find I had many tree branches on my car. Then thankfully a lovely neighbor helped my roomies and I move them. Then I felt better reading that my Assistive Technology teacher loved my paper on Cerebral Palsy. Then I walk to my meeting about my mid program review with my advisor only to find he canceled his office hours. So I’m sitting in the art building waiting to...
All my role models are leaving my life. People are always dying in my life. I dread the day my dad dies for I fear it is soon. My friends and I will soon be separated by the real world of graduating college and many will be married and many my age have kids. I feel I am at an odd spot in life. I want to cling to college where friendships are, but growing up would be fun. It’s just I feel...
During random conversation about my dad helping my elderly neighbour he mentioned my other neighbour passing away. Apparently she passed last fall and he never told me. I would have loved to attend her funeral. She was like my grandma I never had (well nearby). She was definitely a role model and I would sit on her porch and talk with her and her husband about life as a child. I wanted to visit...
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Single for life
1. Never gotten flowers.
2. Never been on a real date.
3. Never had a relationship over a month.
4. Never been in love.
I’m doomed, I’ll never find a husband.
April 2013
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I’m severely excited for my formal with my date, but maybe I’m getting my hopes up, but I think it’ll be a wonderful time.
Body world is crazy cool. Very interesting. I am definitely nervous about my knees a lot of the readings on the body explained things going downhill in our mid twenties. There was and example of a knee replacement due to arthritis. Woo someday that’ll be my luck.
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Today I broke down in front of my sculpture teacher and started crying. One of the most embarrassing moments I’ve had in a while. and AWKWARD. but I’m so stressed it just kind of came out when we were meeting and my sculpture idea wasn’t really becoming successful. I have so many projects due in the next week or two I’m crumbling. School is ending way to fast.
Oh and a...
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15 days left of actual class
and 1 of those days I have a field trip so really… 14
I think I’m gona cry
1. 10 page paper (haven’t started)
2. Game board project
3. Sculpture project-no ideas yet
4. Two Exams I know of before finals
5. Sensory Disability project
6. Community Resources presentation
7. Sculpture critique
8. Life Drawing final portfolio
9. Mid Program...
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Ugh don’t want Greek week to end! Also does mid program review really have to be scheduled between Chi Lambda date party and Alpha Phi formal?! The last week of April is gona be hell. Projects due, body works museum field trip, chi date party, mid program and alpha phi formal. Damnn
Serious matters are not meant to be joked about, because then how is a friend supposed to take it seriously.
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Helpful and Hopeful
Helped a bunch of girls last night as VIPhi, but also became really annoyed. Realized people don’t talk to me much unless I’m doing what they are. It’s whatever I guess. I think the best part of my night was giving girls rides home at the end of the night, feeling needed. Barely talked to my formal date, I don’t think he cares to talk to me and I would enjoy going to Chi...
I get really moody at random times this year, annoyed.
I blame it on the birth control.
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March 2013
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This school year is a big ball of stress
Last semester lots of personal drama while trying to think straight and do well with my classes.
This semester I have even more classes 3 art and 3 voc rehab while planning a lot of last minute stuff for IGC and doing other things. I ask for help with the group stuff and planning but nobody willingly helps in IGC and only one in another group thing. I just wana cry, I can’t do everything...
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True friends don’t make their friends feel like shit and not care. And true friends realise that it isn’t right when others do that.
Annoyed.
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I am entering a tattoo contest to with $500 dollars for my next tattoo. Please click on my photo under Azara Eau Claire’s facebook album and like it! Then like their page.
Tattoo: Forget me knots, anatomical heart and banner in memory of my twin sister, done by Keith at Skin Prints in Eau Claire, WI. Peace symbol and “Don’t Think Just Be All The Way Alive” done by Krueger...
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